Horoscopes
This is going to be a start of a new series pertaining my horoscope. I’ve always been skeptical of astrology but the past few days it has been dead on that I think, for the next 10 days, I’m going to check out my horoscope on daily basis and see how it applies to my life, if at all. Then I’ll reconsider my skepticism.
Someone close needs to hear how you’re doing, and you’ve got to be brutally honest with them. It’s not a question of feelings at this point — everyone needs to be on the same page, like it or not!
As usual, the someone close refers to my dear Jess, and I was honest, the words she said last night really put a deep cut in my heart and I’m not sure I want to see her friends right now, if anymore. I mean imagine this, she told me that she lied to her friends, saying that she’s just using me to make her ex jealous. After all, she said that she didn’t want to look bad in front of her friends. Okay fair enough, she’s a girl, she needs her friends support more than I do. For her sake, I’m going to give her the benefit of doubt and assume that she’s telling me the truth. So yesterday when I wanted to go with her, she said something to the effect of, “If I go with her, that’d prove that she was lying to them and that’d make her look even worse, that she’s not worth being a friend of”. I mean honestly, what the fish is that? What am I to her then? To be honest, I don’t think I’m worth it either then. However, we did agree on a trial period so we’re gonna stick. I’ll not treat her any differently but I do feel more than a little depressed. But still, a man takes what a man can get so yeah, I’m still happy for the short time that we spent together in the event that we do break up.
